child has grown

Except the things that happens in a life everything can be predict but not life nor what it holds in the future. Things that one imagined seems to remain as an imagination that's why we named it.

I could remember my time, back on those days with a circle of friend talking about love and future, future that yield for them and about their upcoming days of their life. none of them had ever imagined that the future has stored something different for each an everyone of us, those dream and future that we once had and talked about has become a dream of our life.

That one child who used to laugh around and enjoy a life has grown up too much that he seems to lost his sense in joy and his life. This child has grown and turn himself into a man, a man with high shield of ego  and an unclear ambition of a life. With a single spout of a child that he hides inside, this man continue to struggle in his life for the purpose to survive , he even manage to fake a smile and laughs each and every day in order to shows his happiness. This rises a question in my mind that whether this child inside will survive or will the child eventually kills himself.